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Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?
  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Ron Pope - A Drop In The Ocean
Right. Yes. Having a little breakdown here. Don't mind me.

I got my first reply today, and the reality of applying has only just properly hit me. So you guys get to hear me freaking out because I need to freak out somewhere and faceless on the internet sounds perfect right about now (right about now being after I rolled around on the floor curled in a ball crying).

So I've applied to:

Bournemouth Arts
UCA Rochester
London College of Fashion
Central School of Speech and Drama

The first four are through UCAS and RADA is a direct application.

I sent of my RADA application in early December, and whilst I've completed my UCAS my college hasn't sent it off yet, so I'm going nuts over that, although so is my whole class to be fair.

Well today I got my RADA letter, I have an audition on the 22nd of February! I was crazy excited, still am to be quite honest, but more now I am losing my mind with nerves and worry. LCF, Central and RADA are all crazy competitive to get into, what chance do I have, I'm going to live in the attic my whole life ect. But essentially I, a usually very calm person to the point of near apathy, have been frantic. I don't know what to do, what audition pieces to pick, what to wear (minor worry but still there!), am I going to fudge up my interviews, do I tell people where I'm applying or not, what if I forget my pieces, what if they all hate me?

On a lighter note, I gave myself a black eye on Monday.

It's a sad time when that's the lighter note in my book.

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LeatherAnd-Chocolate Featured By Owner Jun 9, 2013  Student
Thank you for the watch! It's appreciated :hug:
noFaithInSummerTimex Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Student General Artist
I hope you had a fantastic Christmas m'love <3 <3 Missy you <3 <3 xx
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x-Montsegur-x Featured By Owner May 21, 2012
Queenpog Featured By Owner Apr 3, 2012
thank you for the fave hon:)x
stayinalivee Featured By Owner Mar 10, 2012
smiling suits you very well! :D
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